Joshua
Born on the 27th of August
1s15
SRJCian
Nasian

Things that i don't hate
-BFMV!
-A7x!
-Brudders
-Guitar
-Basketball
-Good music

All the things i hate
-Two-faced assholes
-Backstabbers
-Arrogant shits

Long time since i last posted. Recently my life was mostly just PW and more PW. On Thursday, the results got released. Some are sitting for re-exam, promoted , kicked or retained. Many people from my class was kinda happy after getting the results cause they could re-take. Whereas i get to spend another year as J1 in SR.. Ok moving on... Avenged Sevenfold's CONCERT was pretty awesome even though they played for only like 1 hour.. Crawled on fours to the bus-stop cause of cramps, sat there helpless and alone in pain, from there went home.Ok from here on i am going to be very explicit with my language, if you don't like it u can stop here.

Sometimes i really question and doubt your true intentions. What the fuck are you playing at. If you just need me to bitch to and fuck around with then u can jolly well FUCK OFF. Don't call when u have other COMMITMENTS which you indoubtly value the fuck more then me for fuck sake. Secondly, if u want fucking betray my trust and BACKSTAB me, just wait fucker till i pull the knife from my back and soon I'll be the one thats on attack. Just watch. This song here is called Four Words To Choke Upon by my favourite band Bullet For My Valentine. However i only have two words for you, FUCK OFF. Just for the people who are idiotic enough to talk about my words used here, please go and fuck yourself.



Betrayed one last time.
Can't wait to return the favour.
Too many times i've seen it rip a hole into our friendship.

Haven't posted for a few days now.. Too busy with PW, completing WR and all.. Well these past few days have been pretty eventful.. Let's start off with friday, well friday was a pretty boring day... i think i was graduation day for the j2s.. Played a little bball with darius, yehfri and saravanan.. Then proceeded to do PW in SAC where Miss Yeo came to teach us for pw lesson.. Then it started raining.. like cats and dogs.. waiting till it receded then headed to KFC with yehfri and gang.. Some had leadership talk which omar claim that he feel asleep in even with his lappie.. Wow that must be boring.. Anyways after that went back to school hanged around a while, and didn't manage to find what i was looking for.. Started to go home about 7 plus, where i saw Miss Ni trying to fix her car as it ran out of batt.. I got some nice uncle that was waiting for his kid nearby to come help.. After 3 tries it finnaly worked ( after the second, miss ni was like at lost wat to do =\) and after that i went home..

Nothing happened much yesterday neither, mostly was spent in PW.. But we did get some good new when Omar kicked some ass at the rockband competition at cathay cinileisure, he was like i got into the FINALS ! Then soon after, before u know it he smsed me WE WON ! Hahas feel happy for him.. Today hmmm more PW... Went to Kovan mac's to meet up with Miss Yeo and group for PW... Felt dam hungry, so i got myself 2 meals and a oreo cheesecake as well as a hot choc courtesy of Miss Yeo (SHE RAWKS LA).. Yeeheng said that the hot choc tasted like Milo and soon after, he took out his black furry throwiing thingy that jiamei bought for his birthday.. Lol then we imagined what it would look like if i dropped in the choc XD..Went to Parkway after that got sum stuff and headed home.. Now i have to think up of scenarios for my part of pw... Great, i was never a great storyteller.. Anyways gotta get back to PW or they will really kill me.. Here is the song Face Down By The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus..
Hey girl you know you drive me crazy, one look puts the rhythm in my head..



I think i'm losing my mind... Can't stop thinking her but it just sounds plain dumb when others comment on it.. Well i guess this is the life i lead..

I'm back.. yawn didn't post yesterday as i fell asleep from exhaustion... Anyways today was kinda like a boring and vexing day.. Mr. TTH told us that some of us were able to take a retest provided that we hit a certain range.. Well this would bring about another mugging period from everybody starting from today.. PW is on a tight schedule, stressing me and the rest who give a damn out like keith.. Though today still was fun to a little extent when i played stress with maxine and got caught by Mr. Yong as he said that it looked like gambling o.O ? ( We were using UNO cards hahas with like disney characters what are we going to bet on Cinderella ? XD) Got asked to join recruitment for SYF dance next year should i ? As dwayne and bex advises no.. Although i feel that it might be fun and that this might be a opportunity for me =x ? Just found that yee wei's blog is the same url as mine just that her's has a dash ( I swear i never saw or heard of her blog before ). Well anyways great minds think alike huh i guess =\ GOD.. i haven't touched my guitar for like 3 days !!! Guess that i had alot of things to think about..Got this little song stuck in my head.. It's called Starlight by Muse.
For the people who care if i live or die... This song's lyrics are kinda relative to my mood and the things i just wanna say..



Faraway, this ship is taking me faraway. Faraway from the memories of those who care if I live or die...
My life, you electrify my life..
All the souls that would die just to feel alive..
But i'll never let you go ! If you promise not to fade away, never fade away..
Our hopes and expectations..
Starlight, I will be chasing a starlight
Until the end of my life. I don't know if its worth it anymore..
Hold you in my arms... I just wanna hold you in my arms..

Sit tight its going to be a chunky post =)

Today was a long and tiring BUT sorta eventful and happy day hahas.. Mr. TTH looked kinda pissed and helpless today when he told us he was going to discuss the j1 promotion criteria on Thursday which again brought about the emo, angst or hopelessness about in every one's faces, like when we received our results ( "GREAT" huh ? I'm gonna take omar's instruction to bring an ipod tho.. XD). Helplessness agains dwells within my thoughts of being unable to cheer these friends up.

Anyways after that "HAPPY" event, I went over to sit with aish who had a face that looked as if it was the end of the world.. Funny how typical non-emo people are those to be most prone to be the emo kids in the block and u get the EMO people trying to cheer everyone up.. How i just wish academics wouldn't determine ur life but the sucky truth is that it does in this screwed up world where good character is deemed as insignificant.. OK i would stop boring u guys who had enough of my philosophy crap and proceed on.

Went to Clarke Quay with dwayne, bex, kim and haniel to eat Marutama Ramen and spent like a bomb on spicy chicken ramen and i couldn't taste or find no chicken anywhere tho -.- .. After eating, me and bex were like acting out songs for the entertainment of the others to guess and hahas kim was so vexed with bex when we acted for famous last words XD. Haniel soon left and the 4 of us headed on to Vivocity to walk walk lor.. Bought Reese's peanut butter cups from Candy Empire for the rest and it sounds like bex fell in love with it =P.Went to couple more shops, like Toy's r Us XD where i saw Mr. and Mrs. Wong from ngee ann ,who saw me and bex reliving our childhood memories xD and yet i still continued by calling Mr. Wong, Mr. Bernard Tan since they look so alike =x. Continued combing through the "endless" shops in vivocity till dwayne and kim left together, leaving me and bex to lepak upstairs with some noisy ah lians and bengs cracking lame jokes.. Soon later left for home on the MRT which was as expected,dam crowded until i had to squeeze my way in..

Yawn, need to correct my PW stuff still dam.. Remembered this song which is one of the first pieces which i learnt on the guitar.. Your Guardian Angel by The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus.. When i see your smile.. =)



Saw her like a few times today and her smile just takes my breath away..
But is it all just a delusional thought ? You seem a million miles away..

YES ! Finally done thanks to jas and bex for help with the creation of this blog.. Will change skin soon though to one that i am going to create.. Well anyways shan't talk bout promos here.. Seeing how everyone is depressed and such.. Yawn.... dam PW... Keith is going to kill me... Alright will leave u guys with a song named Suppose by Secondhand Serenade..



My eyes are screaming for the sight of you..